I Made It Hard For Me To Love Me

Never knew for sure what my intentions were
 Must have wanted you
 Must have been alone
 The first time you took me in
 I felt overwhelming gratitude
 How was I supposed to feel
 I made it hard for you to love me
 I made it hard for you to love me
 I made it hard for you to love me
 I made it hard for you to love me
 How could I behave in any other way
 Still I felt afraid at a shattered time
 I tried to hide my fears
 I got the same result through every try
 Oh dear, I wonder why
 I made it hard for you to love me
 I made it hard for you to love me
 I made it hard for you to love me
 I made it hard for you to love me
 Never knew for sure what my struggles were
 That I learnt to know
 That I'm not to count
 You poke me at my weakest spots
 Cursed me at my lowest point
 So, is it you or really me
 That made it hard for you to love me
 That made it hard for you to love me
 That made it hard for you to love me
 To love me, to love me