Not Coming Back

I try to run from my thoughts at night
 But they catch up to me every morning
 And I see 'em with my own two eyes
 (And I see 'em with my own two eyes
 I'm overdue for a late-night drive
 I got my mind and my windows open
 Not coming back for a long, long time
 (Not coming back for a long, long time)
 I feel it stay at my heels when I'm running
 Can I catch my breath and survive?
 I look at the clock, my stomach's turning
 Are we running out of time?
 It's just fading way too quickly
 If I ask I'd hope you lie
 I look at the hourglass half-empty
 Am I done at 25?
 I try to be who I'm not sometimes
 And maybe that's what you always wanted
 The mirror ain't showing my own two eyes
 I've seen the sun in the morning sky
 And it left in the evening sunset
 It disappeared in an hour's time
 I feel it stay at my heels when I'm running
 Can I catch my breath and survive?
 I look at the clock, my stomach's turning
 Are we running out of time?
 It's just fading way too quickly
 If I ask I'd hope you lie
 I look at the hourglass half-empty
 Am I done at 25?
 I think about it again and again
 Have I spent all my minutes how I wanted?
 Have I wasted my time?
 Or am I stuck in a lie?
 Oh
 I think about it again
 What I did, who I am, where I been
 And what I wanted at the end of my life
 And I don't think I'm alright
 Oh
 I feel it stay at my heels when I'm running
 Can I catch my breath and survive?
 I look at the clock, my stomach's turning
 Are we running out of time?
 I don't know just what I'm missing
 Until I see it I feel fine
 I know that distractions quiet envy
 But then I need to realign
 I feel it stay at my heels when I'm running
 Can I catch my breath and survive?
 I look at the clock, my stomach's turning
 Are we running out of time?
 It's just fading way too quickly
 If I ask I'd hope you lie
 I look at the hourglass half-empty
 Am I done at 25?
 I look at the hourglass half-empty
 Am I done at 25?