Asthma

My friend
 I'm all alone
 I'm always on the fence
 I can't go on like this
 I'm too spent
 I've obviously gone too far again
 I can't go on like this
 My friend
 I know you've read the letters that I sent
 I'd wish you all the best
 But I'm dead
 From all the words I wish you'd never said
 You ripped my heart from my chest
 I smile while you ripping it out
 Get the blood drip taste
 When I spit in your mouth
 Why should I worry where I'm headed
 When I'm six in the ground?
 I've been relatives with the devil
 Even lived in his house
 But was I singled out?
 Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it
 Maybe I was meant to earn the merit
 Feeling so disparaged
 Got me tearing out my hair again
 I'm cursing and I'm swearing
 Get the fuck out of my head
 My friend
 I'm all alone
 I'm always on the fence
 I can't go on like this
 I'm too spent
 I've obviously gone too far again
 I can't go on like this
 My friend
 I know you've read the letters that I sent
 I'd wish you all the best
 But I'm dead
 From all the words I wish you'd never said
 You ripped my heart from my chest