How Can You Be So Delusional

You were the blood in my veins
 How can I live without you?
 I fell in love with the pain
 I have myself to blame
 I've been too stuck in my ways
 Know how I feel about you
 I pray for something to change
 But you don't feel the same
 You were the blood in my veins
 I thought I was in control
 That was another mistake
 I end up here on my own
 Like what a fucking disgrace
 I gave up all that I know
 You threw it back in my face
 I had to let this shit go
 To see it fall into place
 I knew this was the end
 I never thought it'd be so soon
 As I stepped over the edge
 Then I thought of how you
 You were the blood in my veins
 How can I live without you?
 I fell in love with the pain
 I have myself to blame
 I've been too stuck in my ways
 Know how I feel about you
 I pray for something to change
 But you don't feel the same
 You were the blood in my veins