It Always Causes an Issue

I can't believe what I've said
 Or what goes on in my head
 I'm hanging on by a thread
 So far, it feels too far away
 I can't believe what I've done
 I hate who I have become
 I wish I wasn't so numb
 So far, it feels too far away
 Feeling like I'm 'bout to self-destruct
 Every little thing, it stress me out
 When I need you, never help me up
 Easier for you to let me down
 Sorry if I struck a chord
 Now you shut the door
 Leave me dying on the floor
 Like you've done before
 Gave you everything I had
 But you wanted more
 My head and heart still at war
 I knew I'd lose it, I confess
 You criticized, I tried my best
 So let me put it all to rest
 I need to get this off my chest
 I can't believe what I've said
 Or what goes on in my head
 I'm hanging on by a thread
 So far, it feels too far away
 I can't believe what I've done
 I hate who I have become
 I wish I wasn't so numb
 So far, it feels too far away