Sleepless

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
 And I cling to the memory of you in my head
 When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
 I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
 I recount every misstep and mistake
 How I pushed to the point that made everything break
 It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
 It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
 I can't forget the way you looked
 In all those photographs we took
 I kept them hidden for so long
 Between the pages of your books
 And I never read a single page
 I'd memorize the things you'd say
 I'll take your secrets to my grave
 But could you say the same when there's
 Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
 And I cling to the memory of you in my head
 When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
 I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
 I recount every misstep and mistake
 How I pushed to the point that made everything break
 It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
 It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
 Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
 And I cling to the memory of you in my head
 When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
 I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
 I recount every misstep and mistake
 How I pushed to the point that made everything break
 It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
 It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed