Young and Stupid

We could have so much
 And I'd like to feel your touch
 But I don't believe that love exists
 I guess I'll lay my head
 I'll think of what we had
 And wait 'till I get back
 But it just persists
 And I'm young and I'm stupid
 And I don't think you'll get used to it
 I'll keep writing my silly songs
 Try to get some sense in my words
 Just wanna feel some affection
 Yet I'm stuck in here
 But even though it feels impossible
 I'll try to remain positive
 I could only give you so much
 And I don't believe your touch
 Could give me what I need
 To drown the voice inside of me
 So come on and scream at me
 Throw your words like dusty bricks
 It's like a kick in the teeth
 And the blame is choking me
 'Cause I'm young and I'm stupid
 And I don't think you'll get used to it
 There's no one but me to blame
 That much I understand
 I'll pretend that I'm dead
 No one will ever understand
 That all these thoughts in my head
 They're killing me and I'm afraid
 I told you I wasn't ready for this
 But you just wouldn't listen
 I couldn't resist you
 'Cause we're too much of a different kind
 I'm so fucked on the inside
 I couldn't apply to you
 I told you I wasn't ready for this
 (I never wanted to see you cry)
 But you just wouldn't listen
 I couldn't resist you
 (I'm so sorry I had to say goodbye)
 'Cause we're too much of a different kind
 I'm so fucked on the inside
 I couldn't apply to you
 I never wanted to see you cry
 I'm so sorry I had to say goodbye
 Hope you know that I always tried
 But the truth is I never wanted commitment