lost myself (feat. Alexa Cirri and Sølace)

Why'd you say it was forever?
 And I know now it doesn't matter
 But I lost myself putting you first
 Hmm-mm-mm-mm
 (Why'd you say it was forever?)
 Why'd you say it was forever?
 When you didn't know no better
 Than letting me down and down and down
 If you didn't believe you, I wouldn't drown
 You make no sound, but I hear your voice
 You left me behind with no choice
 How could I trust your lies?
 You said it was forever
 Then we lost it all
 Thought it would be clever
 Talking about all the future plans
 Now our forever turned to never
 Say all good thing must end
 Hope we can be friends
 How could I pretend, that all this never happened?
 Why'd you say it was forever?
 And I know now it doesn't matter
 But I lost myself putting you first
 Hmm-mm-mm-mm
 Now it's gray skies, black lies
 I did one too many tries
 Why did I even love you?
 You know that I never put nothing above you
 But you still make things shit
 I was legit, and now I quit, you know
 I was falling in love, but you never showed it
 Betrayed, I was betrayed
 I'll never trust again, I'll never fall for lust again
 Blurry in my brain, shoot down this plane
 Tried to keep sane, went down this lane
 It's all the same
 I don't wanna see your name
 Start to flame in me
 Take your blame and go
 To you, my trust was just a game
 Why'd you say it was forever?
 And I know now it doesn't matter
 But I lost myself putting you first
 Hmm-mm-mm-mm