The Comfort of a Laugh Track

Is there something you should say
 That I don't wanna know?
 Trying to remain composed
 While asking me to go
 When I scare the last away
 All of the fault will be my own
 Why is it so hard to speak
 To people I don't know?
 Is it something that you learn
 When constantly alone?
 When did I become a man
 Trapped inside a ghost?
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 If you could only see me now
 I know I'd disappoint somehow
 I'm stuck inside a fantasy
 Where I could be all you would need
 Will I live in shame of
 The things in the past that I should have done for you?
 And is it possible to
 Forgive all the ignorant ones if they're just too young?
 Fake love, yeah, you know you'll be truly missed
 Fake love must be some kind of abstinence
 Let's not make much more out of all of this
 Let's not, but we still can pretend we did