Red: Alone

It's been a while
 It's kinda muddled
 There was a blast, I'm thinking
 "Oh my God, there's a penny
 And there's another
 There's a pile of change"
 I've been absorbed
 And now I'm racing by your house
 I'm too obscured
 To be seen
 Just by the naked eye alone
 Calloused, endured
 Surreal, ignored
 By just the dream
 To heal before
 The wound is cleared
 A life in shame of your belief
 Kids on the outside wave
 Breathe on the glass and draw with a finger
 Maybe it's just a normal day
 Pick up a brick, smash windows and make you fly
 Hey
 Think of a number, write it on paper
 Wrap it around your handlebars
 This is a memory constructed to make you cry
 It's on the fly
 Can't fake another.
 Fill up the glass, I'm shaking
 Oh my God, that's a memory
 And that's another
 And here comes the shame
 And I pretend that I don't mind
 But I am full
 And I remember things that make me rip
 My eyes out of my skull
 And I divine
 The things that I can't handle
 No epithet
 Can set beside this angle of angels
 I've been absorbed
 And now I'm racing by your house
 I'm too obscured
 To be seen
 Just by the naked eye alone
 I've been absorbed
 And now I'm racing by your house
 I'm too obscured
 To be seen
 Just by the naked eye alone
 Who are you supposed to save?
 Is this an exercise in absorption?
 How far will you go to avoid their name?