I Wish I Wasn’t

I'm home alone again
 And you're out hangin' with your friends
 So you say
 Somehow I know it's not quite that way
 It's getting pretty late
 And you haven't checked on me all day
 When I called you didn't answer
 Now I'm feelin' like you're ignorin' me
 I wish that you were home
 Holdin' me tight in your arms
 And I wish I could go back
 To the day before we met
 And skip my regret
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So you couldn't hurt me
 It just ain't fair the way you treat me
 No, you don't deserve me
 Wasted my time thinkin'? bout you
 And you ain't never gon' change
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So I wouldn't feel this way
 When you touch me my heart melts
 (And anything you did wrong I forgive) Yeah, yeah
 So you play me and take advantage
 Of the love that I feel for you
 Why you wanna hurt me so bad
 I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
 Now I'm drowning in disappointment
 And it's hard for me to even look at you
 I wish that you were home, oh, yes, I do
 Holdin' me tight in your arms, ooh, baby
 And I wish I could go back
 To the day before we met
 And skip my regret
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So you couldn't hurt me (I don't wanna hurt no more)
 It just ain't fair (It just ain't fair, no) the way
 you treat me
 No, you don't desert me (You, you)
 Wasted my time thinkin'? bout you
 And you ain't never gon' change (You ain't never gonna
 change)
 I wish I wasn't (I wasn't in love) in love with you
 So I wouldn't feel this way (I wouldn't feel this way)
 Said you care about me, but from what I see
 I ain't feelin' that, so I disagree
 Gave you all my love and understanding
 And you treated me like your enemy
 So leave me alone, don't bother to follow me
 Now just go back where you came from
 This house is no longer your home
 You are not welcome no, no, no more, no more
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So you couldn't hurt me (You couldn't hurt me, baby)
 It just ain't fair (It just ain't fair) the way you
 treat me (The way you treat me)
 No, you don't deserve me (You don't deserve me, baby)
 Wasted my time (Oh, oh) thinkin'? bout you (Thinkin'
 about you)
 And you ain't never gon' change (You're never gonna
 change, never gonna change)
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So I wouldn't feel this way
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So you couldn't hurt me (You couldn't hurt me this
 bad)
 It just ain't fair (It ain't fair) the way you treat
 me (No, it ain't fair)
 No, you don't deserve me (You don't deserve me, my
 love)
 Wasted my time (Ooh) thinkin'? bout you (Thinkin'
 about you)
 And you ain't never gon' change (You ain't gonna never
 change)
 I wish I wasn't (Wasn't) in love with you (In love
 with you)
 So I wouldn't feel this way
 Hear you knockin' at the door again
 I'm wonderin' should I let you in
 I open up the door and see
 The flowers for me, so beautiful in your hand
 You start beggin' me to take you back
 I've always been a sucker for romance
 And before you know it I could see it, you're all over
 me
 Oh, no, here I go again
 I wish I wasn't in love with you
 So you couldn't hurt me