Book I Never Read

Too much distance, too much to digest
 The things I think about you I invented in my head
 And when there's no resistance with you undressed
 Everyone was leaving so I threw you on my bed
 And I know I should forget it, I never should have said it
 Superficial fetish, I can't seem to edit
 Looking for a medic, a book I never read it
 Some people just don't get it
 Ya know I left to get coffee you're asleep in my bed
 Things that you taught me from a book I never read
 When I'm holding your body, I know you're well bred
 Kiss me in the morning and I'll be misled
 I've been letting my heart roam
 Still have yet to find a home
 I feel it in my bones, I'm not just stoned
 Searched the catacombs, I found you now you're gone
 I want to get you on
 The phone
 But no
 Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go
 But no
 Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go
 I watched you through the kitchen as you biked away
 Made up my decision and I let it stay with a
 Heavy heart healthy men had tried to lift
 Hardened by the booze, and hungry for a shift
 Although the letter was confusing, I don't want to use it
 It's better that I'm choosing, I'll probably end up losing
 It's crazy what I'm doing, foolish at best
 Pictures I can't shake, the rising of your chest
 The rising of your chest
 But no
 Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go
 But no
 Gotta let it go, Gotta let it go