Did It To Myself

I was this close
 To callin' it off
 To takin' a loss
 To fuckin' pullin' a boss
 I know you feel me
 But I only feel me
 I'm a Achilles
 My own Achilles
 Even when you believe in nothin'
 You get down on your knees and pray
 Even when you're down, down low
 You tolerate the day
 Even when you wanna run
 Sometimes you stay
 Even when you wanna run
 Sometimes you stay
 I did it to myself
 I really did it
 I did it to myself
 Put poison in the well
 Now I'm swimmin' in it
 Did it to myself
 Did it to my
 Did it to myself
 Did it to my
 Did it to my
 Did it to my
 Did it to myself
 My thoughts were so far
 Away from our bed
 While you were asleep
 I'm fuckin' her in my head
 It's not a love life
 It's a daydream
 When it's over
 So is the mystery
 And you'll kiss me
 My own Achilles
 Even though I believe in nothin'
 I get down on my knees and pray
 Even when I'm down, down low
 I tolerate the day
 Even when I wanna run
 Sometimes I stay
 Even when I wanna run
 Sometimes I stay
 I did it to myself
 I really did it
 I did it to myself
 Put poison in the well
 Now I'm swimmin' in it
 I did it to myself
 Did it to my
 Did it to myself
 Did it to my
 Did it to my
 Did it to my
 Did it to myself
 It's that I will lie
 Can I have your thoughts on that?
 Maybe it's misplaced confidence
 Breakin' my heart right back
 I know you feel me
 I know you feel me
 You're my Achilles
 But knowin' doesn't help
 Yeah, I wish I didn't
 Did it to my
 Did it to my
 Put poison in the well
 Now I'm swimmin' in it
 I did it to myself
 I did it to myself
 I did it to my
 I did it to myself
 I did it to my
 Did it to my
 Did it to my
 Did it to myself
 Put poison in the well
 Now I'm swimmin' in it
 I did it to myself
 To myself