Not OK

(They say I'm not okay)
 (I'm not okay, okay, I've got it)
 Is it getting harder to breathe
 When I'm mixing drinks with my anxiety? (I'm oblivious)
 People just talk over me
 Caught up in a lifestyle, everybody's (so serious)
 Keep doing the same
 I like getting high, yeah, and going down in flames, oh
 Don't gimme no cape
 'Cause I don't wanna fly, I don't wanna fly
 Sorry, can you please repeat the question?
 I'm broke, and I never pay attention
 Sometimes, I wanna run
 But no matter where I run, I just run into everyone, and
 They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay
 Okay, I've got it
 Same story, different day
 But every day, I say I'm sorry
 Is it ever gonna go my way, 'ay?
 Ever gonna go my way, ah
 They say I'm not okay
 But it's okay, that's how I want it
 Monsters following me
 Hiding in the walls of my mind, I can't sleep (wanna be alone)
 I'm my own worst enemy
 Keep 'em all close 'cause I need the company (yeah, even though)
 I keep saying I'ma change
 Then I get high, and I do it all again, oh
 And we're the only ones to blame
 Yeah, me, myself and I
 Yeah, me, myself and I
 They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay
 Okay, I've got it
 Same story, different day
 But every day, I say I'm sorry
 Is it ever gonna go my way, 'ay?
 Ever gonna go my way, ah
 They say I'm not okay
 But it's okay, that's how I want it
 Sorry, can you please repeat the question?
 I'm broke, and I never pay attention
 Sometimes, I wanna run
 But no matter where I run, I just run into everyone, and
 They say I'm not okay
 I'm not okay, okay, I've got it
 Same story, different day
 But every day, I say I'm sorry
 They say I'm not okay, I'm not okay
 Okay, I've got it
 Same story, different day
 But every day, I say I'm sorry
 Is it ever gonna go my way, 'ay?
 Ever gonna go my way, ah
 They say I'm not okay
 But it's okay, that's how I want it
 I'm not okay
 They say I'm not okay
 But it's okay (that's how I want it)