If I Look Fine

If I look fine that's how you know I'm not
 Slips through my fingers, everything I got
 And I'm doing the things that you do to get
 Better but my moods are still changing just like the weather
 So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not
 This illness
 Is killing
 It's mentally draining
 I'm taking
 The time
 To try to stop complaining
 I'm wondering
 At this point
 Just what I'm gaining
 But I can't stop
 Now because
 You wouldn't face me
 These gears always turning in my head
 Breaking me down and make me with I's dead
 I didn't ask for this
 No I didn't ask for this
 But maybe I'm just a little too tired to change it now
 If I look fine that's how you know I'm not
 Slips through my fingers, everything I got
 And I'm doing the things that you do to get
 Better but my moods are still changing just like the weather
 So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not
 If I look fine
 But I'm thinking of dying
 You never see me crying
 That don't work with me
 I just have these thoughts
 And they're all that I got
 And no they are not
 Saying nice things to me
 If I look fine
 But I'm thinking of dying
 You never see me crying
 That don't work with me
 I just have these thoughts
 And they're all that I got
 And no they are not
 Saying nice things to me
 If I look fine that's how you know I'm not
 Slips through my fingers, everything I got
 And I'm doing the things that you do to get
 Better but my moods are still changing just like the weather
 So if I look fine that's how you know I'm not