Nocturnal

I'm feeling lonely tonight
 Seventh time this week, it's getting boring to fight
 Body full of insides, why do I feel empty
 I'm hitting hoes up like what you doing tonight
 Get lit, cover up with whole bottle I might
 Won't see us together only blurs in my sight
 Then I get home in my bed, stare at the ceiling
 Used to be nocturnal now I'm dreading the night
 Gotta mean face as if I'm wanting to fight
 Confusing mad with sad, like I'm clown with a knife
 Drink and the gym serves as short term bail
 When the feel floods in I get a pen then I write
 Wanna stay above you like I'm high on a kite
 In no shining armor, but I swear I'm your knight
 I see the biggest smiles, masking up the real frowns
 Shoutout to those people that pretend it's alright
 Don't act like you gotta
 Face it on your own and
 Smiling contradictions
 We live in the dark
 We are nocturnal
 I'm feeling lonely tonight
 Seventh time this week, it's getting boring to fight
 Body full of insides, why do I feel empty
 I'm hitting hoes up like what you doing tonight
 Get lit, cover up with whole bottle I might
 Won't see us together only blurs in my sight
 Then I get home in my bed, stare at the ceiling
 Used to be nocturnal now I'm dreading the night
 Gotta mean face as if I'm wanting to fight
 Confusing mad with sad, like I'm clown with a knife
 Drink and the gym serves as short term bail
 When the feel floods in I get a pen then I write
 Wanna stay above you like I'm high on a kite
 In no shining armor, but I swear I'm your knight
 I see the biggest smiles, masking up the real frowns
 Shoutout to those people that pretend it's alright