Wish I Was Joking

Same day same conversations
 But it's all in different fonts
 And I'm sitting here waiting patient
 For something that has been gone
 It's like we're on a rollercoaster
 Only without the fun
 Guess we took it as far as we could
 I'd say we had a good run
 Maybe it's the way we held on
 That had us spiraling down
 Tripping on all emotions
 Man I'm tired of concealing
 And always sparing feelings
 Now it's starting to feel broken
 But i it wasn't me it was you
 Always starting a commotion
 Kinda wish it wasn't true
 But I was falling into love and
 You only cared about your shoes
 And all your perfect tokens
 After all you put me through
 I really wish I was joking
 I really wish I was joking
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 Eight days without no phone call
 It's almost so typical
 You say "I'm sorry
 It's not my fault like it's so original
 Cause after all this time I finally
 Figured out the fall that you were
 Playing me just like I do with my guitar
 At least no more of these excuses
 It's time te end this brawl
 And maybe it's the way we held on
 That always had us spiraling down
 Tripping on all emotions
 Man I'm tired of concealing
 And always sparing feelings
 Now it's starting to feel broken
 But it wasn't me it was you
 Always starting a commotion
 Kinda wish It wasn't true
 But was falling into love and
 You only cared about your shoes
 And all your perfect tokens
 After all you put me through
 I really wish I was joking
 I really wish I was joking
 I really wish I was
 Mmhh
 Wish I was joking
 Wish I was
 Wish I was joking
 Wish I was
 Wish I was joking
 Wish I was
 Wish I was joking
 Wish I was
 Maybe it's the way we held on
 That had us always spiraling down
 Tripping on all emotions
 Man I'm tired of concealing
 And always sparing feelings
 Now it's starting to feel broken
 But it wasn't me it was you
 Always starting a commotion
 Kinda wish It wasn't true
 But I was falling into love and
 You only cared about your shoes
 And all your perfect tokens
 After all you put me through
 I really wish I was joking
 I really wish I was joking
 I really wish I was joking
 I really wish I was
 I really wish I was
 I really wish I was joking