Hazel

I was riding on Beverly by myself
 I was working at Yummy, no daylight, hell
 You were coming over once a week, wearing my lap
 You held me while I cried for the first time in a long time
 Never really good with people or comforting them
 My mom diagnosed, brother crying in his hands
 I said, "If she died, who gets to keep my cat?"
 Don't know why death would affect me like that
 But it did
 Least my mom still lives
 But my cat's gone
 Where my childhood is
 Where my innocence lived on a Fifty Street
 Thirty minutes from where I sleep
 But I miss my bunk bed
 And the sunsets
 And the old friends
 And the dead ends
 Even when I didn't have a reason to smile
 But I still did love songs going like this for ya
 Nights in your RV I won't remember
 Rides in your car seat I won't forget
 Nights in your RV I won't remember
 Rides in your car seat I won't forget
 If you don't feel my groove better move out
 If you don't fit the mood, where are you at
 If you don't feel my groove better move out
 If you don't fit the mood
 Fuck being modest
 Got me in bed with you
 More alive than ever
 Quit eating junk food
 Same pants all week
 Got bleach on the side
 For when you dye my hair green
 Looks blue, but you tried
 The times where I thought it was love were just peace
 A mountain a month between terrible weeks
 All this bad company
 But everything I hate is a product of me
 Can't take back what I've been born with
 My family gorgeous
 Flaws and I won't ignore them
 They're important
 Keeping these friends until the end 'cause they're important too
 Sammy got my back, and I got Jack's too
 But that don't mean everything squeaky clean in between
 That's really just how much they all mean to me
 And rest in peace to my cat, Gary, and Aunt Jane
 Steve, Kitty, Mary, cousin Jason, Rhonda, Richard
 Ooh
 Just stay forever
 Just stay forever
 Ooh
 You just stay
 You just stay the night
 Nights in your RV I won't remember
 Ride in your car seat, I won't forget
 Nights in your RV I won't remember
 Ride in your car seat, I won't forget
 If you don't feel my groove better move out
 If you don't fit the mood, where are you at
 If you don't feel my groove better move out
 If you don't fit the mood
 
 If you don't fit the mood
 If you don't fit the mood
 If you don't fit the mood
 If you don't fit the mood
 5-111-2-111–00
 5555-222-1111
 55-11-22-0-2-00
 1253-3333-555
 I remember the fun times we had, like that was my best friend of 20 years
 And it sucks
 And I just, there would've been no pain if I had gone back and never met him