Switchblade

I write it in my fivestar
 On the top of a cop car
 'Cause I'm a rockstar
 Nobody listening to me out here
 All they do is OD out here
 I write it in my fivestar
 On the top of a cop car
 'Cause I'm a rockstar
 Nobody listening to me out here
 All they do is OD out here, yeah
 I don't have no patience
 I don't have to fake it
 I've been on my knees for a minute
 Have it all for me when I get it
 Give you all the pain,
 You don't got no business hangin' 'round the golden gate
 Would you do the same when I'm falling?
 Don't you, don't you, don't know
 Why you askin' if you don't wanna know?
 What you gonna miss, yeah what you gonna miss?
 Growing up there, yeah you're life ain't shit
 I'm riding 'round town
 Got a full tank in the whip
 Everyone around dressed like a fucking bitch
 That's you (everything around, everything around)
 That's you (everything around, everything around)
 That's you (everything around, everything around)
 You don't mean shit to me
 You don't mean shit, amphetamine
 Better half of me, dead battery
 Saturdays, trust fund salary, infinity
 Giddy soda pop off the giving tree
 Silly sun, hit and run, wishbone
 Chiro, benedict, shellshock
 Get lost, get home, thick skull
 Five star
 Cop car
 Rockstar
 Me out there
 I didn't ask for this, kill myself before this...
 You ditched me like my friends
 And if they push me to the edge, then I'll come back swingin'
 My parents keep screaming so I never get sleep
 Broke my mirror into pieces
 'Cause all I see is ugly, skin all fucked
 I'm just a big misunderstanding
 So I'll just come back later
 And wait until the train come
 I fucking hate you
 Is that what you wanted me to say, love?
 The past half year didn't happen in my five star
 Started gettin' high more, sleeping on my friends floor
 For the time being but I don't need more
 Time, I need a sign or
 Something that'll tell me not to quit
 It's not my time, doors closed, shut at home
 Haven't felt this alone since before
 And now that you're gone, I'm on my own
 Holding chrome in the corner of this closet
 Waiting for my phone, with my mom on call begging me to stop it
 I'm lost