Ur Name on a Grain of Rice

I should've said so much to you
 Which is lame, but maybe kinda nice
 Like scratch-offs in a birthday card
 Or your name on a grain of rice
 And I've been sick since seventh grade
 And it's not terrible, but it's too long
 We still talk, but now it's changed
 Does it hurt more to just move on?
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 Maybe I loved you
 Or maybe I wanted to
 See something through
 Just 'cause I never do
 And I should call, but I'm afraid
 Of what you're gonna say
 Notice all the ways I've changed
 And all the ways I've stayed the same
 And I hate talking on the phone
 Because my speaking voice is broken
 And I can't stand to be alone
 'Cause it's so easy to ignore me
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 I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down
 I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth
 All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth
 I'm taking it home with me, still learning to speak
 I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down
 I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth
 All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth
 I'm taking it home with me, I'm still learning to speak
 I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down
 I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth
 All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth
 I'm taking it home with me, I'm still learning to speak
 I'm shouting it now, 'cause I can't write it down
 I let it pour out from the sides of my mouth
 All sequined and stoned sucking in through my teeth
 I'm taking it home with me, I'm still learning to speak