A Civil War

I am a lover of being in charge, though it's my enemy
 And it sounds unlike me to not be the one with the authority
 It's time to bow out of this race
 'Bout time for me to be in last place
 I got myself in a civil war
 It's time to fight for, fight for
 What's worth fighting for
 Joining the lines of
 Those who have raised and flown a white flag
 And I know there is a victory
 In losing myself
 And gaining liberty
 It's time to bow out of this race
 'Bout time for me to be in last place
 I got myself in a civil war
 It's time to fight for, fight for
 What's worth fighting for
 It's worth fighting for
 Surrender is such
 A hard pill to swallow
 Surrender is such
 A hard pill to swallow
 Surrender is such
 A bitter pill to swallow
 Surrender is such
 A bitter pill
 It's a bitter pill
 It's a bitter pill to swallow
 It's time to bow out of this race
 'Bout time for me to be in last place
 I got myself in a civil war
 It's time to fight for, fight for
 Bow out of this race
 'Bout time for me to be in last place
 I got myself in a civil war
 It's time to fight for, fight for
 What's worth fighting for
 My civil war
 My civil war