Peanut Butter Waffles

I'm always singing 'bout my fickle feelings
 'Cause there ain't no antidote
 Laying here in silence
 'Cause I cannot find the damn remote
 Even if I found it I would probably just flip, flip and flip
 In the midst of August
 Getting started on my Christmas list
 I been thinking 'bout you
 And I wanna go do something nice
 I can't take rejection
 And that's why I pay the crazy price
 If you ain't ecstatic I feel like I blew it big time
 I'm a little manic
 I just wanna see your big smile
 Nothing means more to me
 Than when I hear that you're proud of me
 Acting like a kid
 Because I never quite learned how to be
 Peanut butter waffles
 When it's dinner time and I'm alone
 Hiding in my castle
 But the walls are made of styrofoam
 I know, there's no in between
 It's either high, low
 You know how to balance but I don't
 I wish I could finally just find home
 I know, there's no in between
 It's either high, low
 You know how to balance but I don't
 I wish I could finally just find home
 I'm drinking coffee at 3 a.m.
 Playing Battlegrounds and Overwatch
 Volume up to fifty
 'Cause it get too trippy if it's not
 I can hear the fridge buzz
 I can hear my thoughts clear
 I can hear the room ring
 I can hear who's not here
 I let my lil' bro talk me
 Into buying designer clothes
 He tell me I'm flexing
 But I don't even feel kinda close
 Them bitches were brand new
 But they look like old shoes
 Could've bought a puppy
 Or 220 cold brews
 When somebody ask me how I been
 I get too personal
 Catching up and small talk
 Are two things I never learned to do
 I make life decisions in the time
 It take to brush my teeth
 Can't remember where I been
 Don't know where I'm gonna be
 I know, there's no in between
 It's either high, low
 You know how to balance but I don't
 I wish I could finally just find home
 I know, there's no in between
 It's either high, low
 You know how to balance but I don't
 I wish I could finally just find home
 Na, na, na, na
 Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
 Na, na
 Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
 I wish I could finally just find home
 Na, na, na, na
 Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
 Na, na
 Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
 I wish I could finally just find home