Evolving, Pt.1

Yeah
 I gotta give you the truth
 I don't want none of these problems
 Shit is heavy I've been weighing my options
 I hope my family is listening
 Sorry
 Music has stopped me from visiting
 And I get a text from Meridian
 She know every insecurity
 Other people tryna help just ain't getting it
 Calling friends just to see what's been up with em
 Hello
 You've have reached the sprint voicemail box of...
 There goes another one, I just wanna see your face on a call
 Other women wouldn't keep me on pause
 Readjusting to when she wasn't involved
 Now I'm learning what to do when I'm lost
 Now I'm twenty seven seconds out from saying fuck you and fuck it all
 I don't need anyone, I don't need nothing from anyone
 I don't need sorry's from anyone
 Hopefully I get it right on my own
 I gotta stay in my zone
 I gotta turn of my phone
 I just turned eighteen in March and
 I got more problems than a thirty year old
 I just turned eighteen in March but no excuses for it
 That's the life that I chose
 I don't need nothing new
 I just need to out with the O's forreal