A Human Certainty

Don't come in here
 You'll see something ugly
 It's not the kind of thing
 You'd expect from a body
 Don't come in here
 Don't see me this way
 With my knees on rice
 And a prayer for the prey
 My face is heavy
 My mind is clenched
 My eyes are disgusted
 My hands are hot
 My walls are green
 My walls are red
 I only cry wolf
 When all my sheep are dead
 Don't come in here
 I beg of you
 Yes there's love in my heart
 But there's hatred in my thoughts
 Don't believe in me
 Or anything that speaks
 For you won't be deceived
 By a human certainty
 My face is heavy
 My mind is clenched
 My eyes are disgusted
 My hands are hot
 My walls are green
 My walls are red
 I only cry wolf
 When all my sheep are dead
 Last night I had a dream about you
 and in my dream you were only
 asleep I sat in a chair and watched
 you as you laid there so beautifully
 the still of the night made me lonely
 I wanted to touch you. I wanted
 to feel you. I wanted things to be
 just like they rise to be except I'd
 keep all my promises the I felt
 so ashamed
 I was so ashamed until
 I realized we're all guilty of that dream
 and forever I wish you
 a beautiful sleep