Figure This Out

If it meant that I could hear your voice
 I'd let you tell me every day that you don't love me
 I'd shut my mouth and I'd listen because for some stupid reason
 It still hasn't been drilled into my thick skull yet
 I'm just trying to get an understanding of this
 I always search for what is lost, I know I've got to quit
 I think I'm over this, but then I just regress
 And I know that you have been done for so long
 But I keep romanticizing the idea of you and me
 And I'm still hoping for something
 Something that'll never be
 I still haven't learned
 So I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
 I know it'll never happen, so I guess I'll shut my mouth
 Save my breath and accept that you're happy
 I'm just glad that you're happy with where you are
 I know I said I'm moving forward
 But I might've made a mistake
 'Cause I just feel like I've been cornered
 Yeah, I'm stuck here in the same place
 I've got to get you the hell out of my head already
 You're burning my brain, I'm deteriorating
 So much time has passed, I'm still just here waiting
 And I know that you have been done for so long
 But I keep romanticizing the idea of you and me
 And I'm still hoping for something
 Something that'll never be
 I still haven't learned
 So I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
 I know it'll never happen, so I guess I'll shut my mouth
 Save my breath and accept that you're happy
 I'm just glad that you're happy with where you are
 The truth is I'm just afraid
 The truth is I'm just afraid
 (Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
 (Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
 (Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
 (Of being alone) The truth is I'm just afraid
 The truth is I'm just afraid of being alone in the end
 So I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
 I know it'll never happen, so I guess I'll shut my mouth
 Save my breath and accept that you're happy
 I'm just glad that you're happy
 Yeah, I tell myself that we'll figure all this out
 I know it'll never happen, so I'll shut my fucking mouth
 Save my breath and accept that you're happy
 'Cause I just want you to be happy
 Whether it's with or without me
 Though it's clear that you don't need me
 I just fucking wish you loved me