Make Em Purr

I was a lot more comfortable being vulnerable and open
 When I was younger and it wasn't clear if I was or wasn't joking
 But so much is broken, just like fuck it, the fix is in
 If i can't hide in plain sight anymore I'll just stay hidden
 It's been a minute since I left this domicile
 No need to change my outfit, I rock it like it's going out of style
 It's not in style? Ain't no one here to tell me otherwise
 It gets more difficult to stay inside during the summertime
 But most of the time it's just like any other time
 Avoid personal interaction and human touch, shut the blinds
 It's been a while since I left this bachelor pad
 I need to go to the market soon cause the food is going bad
 The food is bad. I found it's difficult to just cook for one
 With healthy recipes, well, depending on what book they're from
 If you want to eat healthy you gotta dirty some dishes
 The frozen dinners quickly ready to serve and it's so delicious
 It's not delicious, it's disgusting, but it satiates the hunger with a quickness
 And hey, at least it's something, at least it's something
 At most it's nothing, fuck's wrong with me? I don't know, I'm just adjusting
 It's been a month since I left this cabin
 The doctor was worried about a fever and other difficulties I've been having
 She called me on Christmas, that was my gift
 She was worried I might die, I said "I might die? No shit"
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 It's been forever since I said something that I can't wiggle free from
 If there's anything I cherish in this self-inflicted prison, it's freedom
 Comes at a cost so I'm private to a fault til I default
 On the loan for home, it's actually more like a vault
 No one knows the combo but little old me
 The head honcho, the holder of the key
 Alone, but never lonely
 It's been a millennia since I left this dominion
 Been in the company of any women
 At least I got my kittens
 Spent more cash on my cat than I did myself
 When he stopped eating, I took him to the vet so they could check his health
 They put a feeding tube into his neck
 I said "Please let this work cause if it doesn't I got nothing left"
 I didn't say that, but they saw that. Cat had my tongue
 I didn't speak at all, they told me to call back
 What, it wasn't weird I did nothing but stand right there?
 With a "fix this, money's no object" type stare
 It's been a year since I stepped into anyone else's private quarters
 I've been busy self-diagnosing disorders
 First world problems, yeah, USA, number one
 Top of the world, I'm in a tux and cummerbund
 Welcome everyone to the party of the century
 It's sure to be one for the books, no doubt, medical ones especially
 My 20's were a roar, my 30's were a blur
 My 40's, I'm not so sure, but I'mma make 'em purr
 My 20's were a roar, my 30's were a blur
 My 40's, I'm not so sure, but I'mma make 'em purr
 My 20's were a roar, my 30's were a blur
 My 40's I'm not so sure, but I'mma make 'em purr
 And I'mma make 'em purr, but, but I'mma make 'em purr
 I'mma make 'em purr