Quitter

I heard what everybody said
 I can't hear my own head
 Forgiveness comes easy to me
 I can't forgive myself so easily
 I kept it in, I kept quiet
 Hop on the train, walk alone, forget it, but
 Saying it's not worth talking about
 Is what makes it worth talking about
 I've seen it, I'm just too jaded to believe it
 I was your world
 Now the weight of the world's been lifted
 By a rope, hanging lifeless
 Ready to drop like an anvil
 I was an anchor, I held you down and
 Held your breath underwater so long
 You almost drowned
 Every future is someone else's past
 Closer and closer
 The floors felt like sleeves on my body
 I can't breathe from the heat
 I'm burning, I'm cinder
 A bed of smoke
 Cigarettes in my sleep
 Death from beneath