So High

Blood stained sheets words leak from a bleeding pen
 Pain under ya skin like an unclean syringe
 Leanin like a fiend when he slides that needle in
 Speakin that slurred speech again
 Breath reeking of Seagrams gin
 Handful of pills, I should never breathe again
 Split personality, somebody's gotta die
 Better me than him
 Life's a bitch, pretty face, evil grin
 Imma make that hoe scream, when I shove this penis in
 Demons screamin while I'm sleepin tryin to tame this beast within
 Cold sweat, short breath, that's the reaper creepin in
 Double shot of angel tears outta calm my nerves
 Drag a razor across the shirt, just to see if my heart still works
 Puffin loud, mushroom clouds atomic bomb the earth
 Chauffeur ya coffin double park the hearse
 Glass of holy water for this awful thirst
 Death is in the air, throw the cross across the church
 Knock the vulture off his perch
 Look up here, I'm in heaven
 I'm so high it makes my brain whirl
 Look up here man, I'm in danger
 I'm so high it makes my brain whirl
 Was fully awake when they cut my soul wide open
 Time movin in slow motion especially when you're overdosin
 Black snow glowin, throwin me overboard
 Feel like one thousand thorns poking
 When ya floatin in the frozen ocean
 Heart is cold, showin no emotion
 Alone in my own zone, and I'm gone off that dro thats potent
 Flyin when I'm smokin and jokin
 The unknown is where I'm going
 And I'm the only one that knows it
 Dig up a grave and throw a decomposing rose in
 Leaving quotes none holy
 Armed in golden wings hand woven
 My devotions broken, my minds corrupt
 Use the hands of time to grab the clock
 And re wind it up
 I'm hype as fuck, sniffed too many lines of
 Blood diamond dust
 I like the rush, so light it up
 Until my time is up, and I lie in blood
 People cryin while I'm dyin and I stare up at the sky above
 Look up here, I'm in heaven
 I'm so high it makes my brain whirl
 Look up here man, I'm in danger
 I'm so high it makes my brain whirl