Death Is in the Air

Is my heart breaking
 Or do I have one at all?
 Am I feeling or faking?
 I don't know anymore
 What's in the back of my head?
 It's just like white noise
 Or a demon under his breath
 Telling me it's time to dance with death
 Some nights I'm possessed
 No, I never see it coming
 'Til it holds me down like an anchor
 No, I never hear the drumming
 'Til I'm too far into the rapture
 I wish I could be brave
 Death is in the air, death is in the air, oh
 Do it or don't, I never know, so I
 Keep dancing on a pipe dream
 Keep laughing when I wanna scream
 Death is in the air, death is in the air, oh
 Do it or don't, I never know, so I
 Keep dancing on a pipe dream
 Keep laughing when I wanna scream
 I feel the ache of the waiting
 I feel the tar in my lungs
 For every debt that I'm paying
 I'm no further along
 What if I give up the ghost
 And just become one myself?
 Don't know why I'm holding my breath
 'Cause they all let me down in the end
 And I just forgive them
 No, I never see it coming
 'Til I lose myself to the anger
 No, I never see it coming
 'Til the crying turns into laughter
 I wish I could be brave
 Death is in the air, death is in the air, oh
 Do it or don't, I never know, so I
 Keep dancing on a pipe dream
 Keep laughing when I wanna scream
 Death is in the air, death is in the air, oh
 Do it or don't, I never know, so I
 Keep dancing on a pipe dream
 Keep laughing when I wanna scream
 Death is in the air, death is in the air, oh
 Do it or don't, I never know, so I
 Keep dancing on a pipe dream
 Keep laughing when I wanna scream
 Death is in the air, death is in the air, oh
 Do it or don't, I never know, so I
 Keep dancing on a pipe dream
 Keep laughing when I wanna scream