Sad Faces

Stacks of unread self help books on my table
 Telling me to just breathe and to be grateful
 Im spending all my money on things
 That I don't need
 Got a king size bed, but I can't sleep
 I just wanna feel
 I just wanna feel fine
 But I don't know how to deal
 Don't know how to heal
 All of the chaos in my mind
 So I switch up the meds
 Cut off my friends
 Go home with someone
 And try to pretend
 Say that I'm sorry and do it again
 Tired of ending all my sentences with sad faces
 Tired of taking all myhappy thoughts to badplaces
 And I really wanna change, really wanna be ok
 But it's hard when everybody's got the the same sad faces
 Filling every inch of my bathroom mirror
 With quotes supposed to help me see myself clearer
 But im spending all my money on things
 That I don't need
 I got all this space but I can't breathe
 I just wanna feel
 I just wanna feel fine
 But I don't know how to deal
 Don't know how to heal
 All of the chaos in my mind
 So I switch up the meds
 Cut off my friends
 Go home with someone
 And try to pretend
 Say that I'm sorry and do it again
 Tired of ending all my sentences with sad faces
 Tired of wasting all myhappy thoughts in badplaces
 And I really wanna change, really wanna be ok
 But it's hard when everybody's got the same sad faces
 Tired of ending all my sentences with sad faces
 Everyone's telling me to smile more and I hate it
 Cuz i really wanna change, really wanna be ok
 But it's hard when everybody's got the the same sad faces