Foolish

Promised I wouldn't shed no more tears for you
 Can't make up my mind, it's too hard to fight
 I give into all of my fears for you
 I'm a pusher, mistaking affection for abuse
 Betting on you, I got everything to lose
 Why do I do that?
 Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it
 I'm foolish
 Clueless
 Problematic, I got issues with me
 Rather run away than find solution
 I'm losing
 I, I, I (I got to)
 I, I, I, I (trying)
 Foolish
 (Get my) get my shit together
 I, I, I, I
 As long I'm standing here breathing, I will be
 Making excuses, hiding from truths
 And hearing the same old things
 Go ahead, gotta figure it out
 Another lecture I can do without it
 I don't know where my head is
 Told myself I've already said this
 I'm a fighter protecting my battle from a truce
 Betting on you, I got everything to lose
 Why do I do that?
 Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it
 I'm foolish
 Clueless
 Problematic, I got issues with me
 Rather run away than find solution
 I'm losing
 Honestly, I'd probably do better alone
 I just need some time to see if I can move on (without this)
 I'm lost without you, so (I doubt it)
 I'm losing
 I, I, I, I
 I got to try and get my, get my-
 Get my shit together just to go and fucking lose it
 I'm foolish
 Clueless
 Problematic, I got issues with me
 Rather run away than find solution
 I'm losing