Koi Boi - Radio Edit

Playing in the garden I am wondering... is this it?
 Too short too take a glimse over the fence
 Detecting muffled bliss
 When I grow up I want to dance Forever young. On stage and entertain
 But I'm here listening to my idols while I gaze into the abyss
 Demons & daydreams are part
 Of a tug war happening in my mind Closing doors I peeked behind
 Peek-a-boo and tear me apart Drowning in a nightmare
 Honestly Way too harsh to me
 I am just a coy boy gasping for some air
 Longing for a safety net to rip apart instead
 Fell into a koi pond
 Can you hear my prayers?
 To rise above the sky
 With no retreat
 For the quest to feel complete
 Looking at the clouds that form to what they say I should be
 Whatever people say I am, that's what I am not! Don't you see
 When I grow up I want to dance Forever young. On stage and entertain
 But I'm here listening to my idols while I gaze into the abyss
 I am just a coy boy gasping for some air
 Longing for a safety net to rip apart instead
 Fell into a koi pond
 Can you hear my prayers?
 To rise above the sky
 With no retreat
 For the quest to feel complete
 I promise myself to be inclined
 To head towards the sun
 Becoming golden meanwhile
 To rise above the sky Grow up with a smile
 To face all currents
 Finally determined lifestyle
 Demons & daydreams are part
 Of a tug war happening in my mind
 Closing doors I peeked behind
 Peek-a-boo and tear me apart Oh no
 I am just a coy boy gasping for some air
 Longing for a safety net to rip apart instead
 Fell into a koi pond
 Can you hear my prayers?
 To rise above the sky
 With no retreat
 For the quest to feel complete
 I promise myself to be inclined
 To head towards the sun
 Becoming golden meanwhile
 To rise above the sky Grow up with a smile
 To face all currents
 Finally determined lifestyle
 Huh
 Koi Boi
 I'm just a Koi Boi