Capsized

When i heard about the coming day
 Wish i could wake up from this dream
 In it i see a family photographed
 And there you are, tucked in the scene
 And there's a jealous net inside my chest
 There's a hurt and sadness there
 Maybe i'd tell you all about it
 If i thought you'd care
 Heavy heart gets lighter by your side
 But there are thoughts i'd wish i'd heard
 If they ask you how i'm holding up
 Say i'm holding out for the words
 What's the sense in being so sensitive?
 Can i trade this thin skin for a shell?
 There are somethings i've got no feeling about
 But there are some things i can tell
 Heavy heart get lighter by yourself
 It's been so long since you capsized
 And you've been lying out there in the sun
 Has it begun? has it begun?
 Heavy heart, have you heard?
 That i could use the words