Weakened State

From the minute you saw it
 By the time it left my mouth
 I knew you wouldn't want it
 But I had to let it out
 I saw your smile and I felt
 I just can't believe
 There was no knowing deception
 Underneath
 All that time
 Did it pass while you were looking back
 Waiting?
 I asked for the truth
 Everytime
 And now the ugly details
 Are stuck in my mind
 And there's a premonition
 I keep putting off
 And the more time passes
 The more I get soft
 I'm standing up there in a weakened state
 And it's not great
 All that time
 Did it pass while you were looking back
 Waiting?
 Often I'm waiting on the one
 That maybe won't come
 Waiting?
 And I'm not saying anything
 You think that I forgot
 Cuz I'm not saying anything
 But I'm thinking a lot
 Often I'm waiting on the one
 That maybe won't come
 Waiting?