Ease the pain

All this pain I can't explain
 Need something to try and ease the pain
 Time is moving like a race
 My mind is so blank in space
 Don't let go I'm not thinking clearly
 I dont know but hold me dearly
 Being alone is the only thing that I'm probably fearing
 I even wish that time can be replaced
 Except the fact that it stays on pace
 I don't even wanna live
 Sometimes leave without a trace
 What's there even left to give
 When i still can't see your face
 All this money and the fame doesn't fix a heartbreak
 Okay, still doesn't fix a heartbreak
 But even if I'm hurting I still care if you're okay
 Cuz I know one day that ima make it either way
 Even if it means that we go our separate ways
 All this is complicated i just want it all to end
 Messed up situation where im less than just a friend
 I don't wanna live a life where im forced to just pretend
 Cuz in the end I'm only living memories I reminisce
 All this pain I can't explain
 Need something to try and ease the pain
 Time is moving like a race
 My mind is so blank in space
 Don't let go I'm not thinking clearly
 I dont know but hold me dearly
 Being alone is the only thing that I'm probably fearing
 As of Lately I've been praying for them better days
 About them days where I'm finally in a better place
 With all my blessings counted up that no one can take
 I been dealing with depression see it in my face
 I look up at the sky and Realize I can keep it going
 Because the only love I really need is from the lord
 I got a huge amount of people listening with support
 I'm hoping one day I can change the world with my stories
 I even lost my brother he was only 22
 I lost my mind hoping it was me instead of you
 I even prayed to god hoping he would take me too
 When I saw you in that casket i still hoped it wasn't true
 What's the worth of life if I got nothing left to prove
 Forget these fortunes and this fame girl I can't lose you
 At this point i got no options even left to choose
 Cuz im only lost inside my thoughts running with no clue
 All this pain I can't explain
 Need something to try and ease the pain
 Time is moving like a race
 My mind is so blank in space
 Don't let go I'm not thinking clearly
 I dont know but hold me dearly
 Being alone is the only thing that I'm probably fearing
 All this pain I can't explain
 Need something to try and ease the pain
 Time is moving like a race
 My mind is so blank in space
 Don't let go I'm not thinking clearly
 I dont know but hold me dearly
 Being alone is the only thing that I'm probably fearing