In a Few Months

In a few months
 I'll finally go on a date without bringing you up
 And I won't make a face when someone says your name
 By then, I won't even hate when people fall in love
 Like, on a TV screen or right in front of me
 I won't see a heart balloon and wanna stab it
 Drive past a wedding and won't wanna crash it
 I'll be so over you and so far past it
 Can't wait for that to happen
 In a few months, I won't miss us
 But right now, I want you back
 In a few months, I'll hate your guts
 Yeah, I'll finally see the bad
 It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry
 And hope I'll feel better
 In a few months
 But right now, that feels like forever
 Since you left, every day feels like it never ends
 I can't get out of bed, I'm such a fucking mess
 There's no point if I tried to go out with my friends
 I'll get emotional, it's unavoidable
 I'll see a heart balloon and wanna stab it
 Drive past a wedding and won't wanna crash it
 Wish I was over you and already past it
 I can't wait for that to happen
 In a few months, I won't miss us
 But right now, I want you back
 In a few months, I'll hate your guts
 Yeah, I'll finally see the bad
 It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry
 And hope I'll feel better
 In a few months
 But right now, that feels like forever
 I'll be better, I'll see you out
 And I won't wish we were together
 I'll be better, like you never
 Never even hurt me at all
 Feels like forever, but I'll be better
 I'll be moving on and this will be whatever
 I'll be better, like you never
 Never even hurt me at all
 In a few months, I won't miss us
 But right now, I want you back (I want you back)
 In a few months, I'll hate your guts
 Yeah, I'll finally see the bad
 It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry
 And hope I'll feel better
 In a few months
 But right now, that feels like forever