Contradiction

Worship what you've burned,
 burn what you've worshipped
 harkening to the voice of silence
 for the only word is silence
 and the only meaning of that word
 is not
 ascension through fall
 into highest abyss
 cast me into the dark
 devoid of meaning disguised as bliss
 my searing flesh
 burning through thy kiss
 wandering on bottomless ground
 I followed the serpent's hiss
 son of spirit
 thy tears to dust
 father of flesh
 thy will to stone
 dreaming awake
 in constant movement
 may thy will break
 as heaven's descent
 I am you
 I walk on divided water
 I walk through extinguished flames
 to obey is freedom
 you glare at me in defiance and die
 for love is averseness and death
 and death, not averseness is love
 Rien n'est faux qui soit vrai; rien n'est vrai qui soit faux. Tout est le contraire de songe, de mensonge.
 I am your slave
 I am god
 you are my slave
 I am god
 we are all slave
 we are all god
 celebration of uncreation
 parturition of the unborn
 horizons are flowing through my veins
 as I drink your holy wine
 ecclesiastical masochism
 in devoted betrayal I burn
 for love is defiance in sadism
 for detestion in love do we yearn
 I hear your silence
 I forgot how to forget
 living on ashes
 I breathe not air but dust
 whining in deafness
 woman at my feet
 burn in these oceans of tears
 and shine in devotion
 words are but the fuel, running the scheme of life's mine map
 ... are but the blood to cherish vipers in our breast
 ... are but the howling of solitude enslavement
 we burn all...
 ...waters to dust
 drown in liquid fire
 light of the frozen sun
 star at its rising
 watch the stars die today
 dying to live
 as below so above
 enslaved by eternal freedom of a macrocosmical microcosm
 from where I do see everything through an eye that is closed
 from where I do know everything through a mind that is void
 salvation is the contradiction of everything we know that is