Until Our Poison Devours Us

wandering through the refuge of my dreams
 nightmarish blessings to speak
 decay in shrouds and fragments
 this place steams in the mist of butchered mind
 I became nothingness
 I became abyss of expression
 embracing the poison
 as hunger that keeps me awake
 crushing eleos and pride
 through reign of contradiction
 clasping the dusty ruins
 reclaiming the throne of bones
 commanding a legion
 composed of tainted words and symbols
 erupting abyssal volcanism
 raising the omega of mind
 reasons to justify
 the fall seems eternal
 crumbling in rays of light
 blinding the clearest sight
 Chaque matin, quand le soleil se lève pour les autres, en répandant la joie et la chaleur dans toute la nature, tandis qu'aucun de mes traits ne bouge, en regardant fixement l'espace plein de ténèbres, accroupi vers le fond de ma caverne aimée, dans un désespoir qui m'enivre comme le vin, je meurtris de mes puissantes mains ma poitrine en lambeaux.
 Objet de mes vœux, je n'appartenais plus à l'humanité.
 Et je ne demanderais pas mieux que de ne pas épuiser mon esprit à réfléchir continuellement.
 Rappelle-toi-le bien; nous sommes sur ce vaisseau démâté pour souffrir.
 embracing the poison
 as hunger that keeps me awake
 embracing the poison
 as hunger that keeps me addicted
 for I consciously perish in the bright shining embers of the golden sun
 one poisoned well to bail from, may be more effective than countless jars of venomous liquid
 why would I destroy myself on purpose, while speaking insensate curses against all that breathes and crying oceans of acid?
 for what I still fear the most is myself
 for lust burns deeper still than heartache
 until the poison devours me
 until the poison devours me
 until the poison devours you
 until the poison devours us