We Might Collide

I smell the fish and all the sedatives,
 You know by now I sold my life for this
 You cop a feel and all the layers peel,
 We disengage and crumble up the page
 Throw the hot oil in my face,
 Systematically erase everything we tried to be
 Why does it have to be so complex?
 Mathematicians are perplexed
 Maybe you're just oversexed
 We used to be a ball of energy,
 Before the war cut out the heart from me
 We might collide and watch the core just die
 Maybe I'm just paranoid,
 You stole my money so I stole your beer
 You never had the right to steer
 Confiscate my talisman,
 Super powers deep within
 To medicate your only friend
 I'm a void, I'm a hypercardioid,
 Cracked open like a toy
 And better yet, I'm stinking with regret,
 My master was my pet