Wild

I realize in record time
 I know I can't change
 You've bent my blood
 And that's enough
 I know I can't change
 But that's why
 I need you to know
 It's wild and cured
 I still hear you
 Up in my room
 You echo up the stairs
 You claw the door
 And leave a mark
 And then you're not there
 But that's why
 I need you to know
 I'm trying
 It's wild but they found a cure
 Hold your hand
 On my head
 You can watch me hold the bed
 And I'll pretend to me asleep
 You may claim me your gold
 But I'm not yours to have or hold
 You take all that's left of me
 But that's why
 I need you to know
 I'm trying
 It's wild but they found a cure
 In a plume of smoke
 A family ghost
 Shows me all her teeth
 The brightest white
 Like heaven's light
 Planting all it's seeds
 I am walking through our home