Denied

You fill the sky with your breath tonight
 though your chemical brain is still sleepy
 Life rests in your pocket,
 don't think stains on the mirror deceive me
 Sometimes I forget who you were
 when you tell me your heartbeat is silence
 You stare at me with your empty eye
 and i can't find a line left in your hand
 Years just slip away when I look out in your face
 Did you look my way when I reached out for your gaze?
 You light your life to ashes
 that will never know Phoenix again
 Thoroughly draw your life lines
 - it's the ghost in the mirror you ban
 A nosebleed, are you thirsty?
 Feel the heat dry the blood of your pain
 Supersonic cyberlove, but your friends do not enter your den
 Old lies grin my way and you drift through your fantasy
 Chalk revives your face when you cancel your legacy
 Headaches float your days that will tell for your destiny
 Did you look my way when I reached for your self-esteem?
 Proud we see low life leak now. Castaway left to devour
 Ask for E to hit the crowd. Drown in dreams ever so loud
 And you smirk at your denial. And you pray for suicide.
 Smile your death, cut your breath tight.
 Hold your head out into night
 Long before the truth might drown your pillows
 She sneaks into your headaches through your closed eyes
 Forgotten and bored, your hearbeats left your life
 Shivering as the northwinds through the night
 Write it on your bedroom walls: Loving launches lies
 All your plans piled broken on the unwiped floor
 Your memories fainted in your veins, all those years you died
 All your kisses showing you the door
 Keep them small, those changes at your doorstep
 You can't deny what you came for
 Breathe in deeply the nothingness your smile adores
 But you can't deny what you came for
 I won't stay and watch you suck your own blood out
 A vampire that can't taste the juice of life
 Wave goodbye to all those moving on
 We'll think of you as someone almost remembered
 See your friends give in
 Sold for thoughts too thin
 Laughter makes you fly
 Laughter built of cries
 I won't stay and help you blind your own eyes
 Ashen in their caves like burnt-out fires
 Wave goodbye to all those moving past your grave
 We'll think of you as someone left behind
 Keep them small, the changes at your doorstep
 But I can't deny what you came for
 Breathe in deeply the nothingness you're craving for
 But I can't deny what you came for
 You can't deny what you came for