Not Sorry

Don't ask me if I ever think about you, I do,
 Just not in the ways that you'd like me to.
 I've never felt this cold.
 I think it has something to do with the fact that I lack
 any confidence in myself.
 I just find it hard to believe that I was something special,
 when you were doing "something special" for everybody else.
 Don't ask me if I ever think about you, I do,
 Just not in the ways that you'd like me to.
 and I don't want to know that you miss me.
 and I don't want to know that you're sorry.
 I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you.
 I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you.
 You see, I used to wear my heart on my sleeve,
 but your touch was always colder than the air you breathe.
 Well, I guess that's what made it freeze.
 I spent every single day worried and afraid of what might be,
 but I just told myself, "I'm sure it was nothing."
 I'm not sorry, I'm better than ever without you.
 Don't be sorry, you'll be better off if you just forget about me.
 I hate that now, I have trouble trusting people I should.
 If I could forgive and forget, and move on, then I would,
 but how could I forgive someone that stabbed me in the back just to get to my heart? (I hope that you miss me)
 They say nice guys finish last, but I was fucked from the start.(I hope that you're listening)
 Tell me, was it worth it?
 I can see honesty in your eyes
 for the first time, when you say that you're dying.
 You dug yourself into a rut, looking for a way out.
 How can you say I'm hurting you, after all that you've done?
 Stop looking for people to blame, just cause you fucked up.
 I wish there was a way to explain the amount of pain you've caused.
 I wish there was a way to get back all that time I lost.
 Well, maybe someday you'll find someone that'll treat you right.
 You'll save time if you don't check bed by bed, night after night.