"In Loving Memory"

Beneath charcoal skies my thoughts they roll and slowly fade with time
 I thought I saw you near, called your name forgetting you'd never hear
 My words resonate and dance among the void that took your place
 It's the little things that grow into the demons that haunt my days
 This vacancy in my chest
 Is burning through and the bliss and the will that I have left
 You know that misery brings company that's not who I am
 But if regret becomes hope then I will torment the masses
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, where you laid to rest
 Passed on, but the past isn't gone
 I carry all the wrong we've done
 Each resentment like a stone
 Guess what?
 I put your picture back up
 It reminds me of what I should have said
 I'll make sure I don't forget
 Off track
 Without a map in my hand
 I try to find my pride and define independence
 Bow down to the sense of remorse
 I need to stand my ground
 To hold the weight of insanity
 
 Agony is my reality
 Step down, stand down and let me breathe
 Agony is my reality
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, where you laid to rest
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, wish I could forget
 Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead
 Beat down broken and dragged through the mud
 With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood
 I will never be whole
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 I will never be whole
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 Lying in this half empty bed between barely alive and halfway to dead
 Beat down broken and dragged through the mud
 With one wing dipped in gold and the other in blood
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, where you laid to rest
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, wish I could forget
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, where you laid to rest
 My last words echo over and over
 Wish I could bring you back
 My last words echo over and over
 The past is the past, wish I could forget