Daytime But Darker

I get so stuck in my own head
 I swear I'll get to you somehow
 I drive insane down the scenic route
 And I brake, and I break
 But I can't slow down
 And they take, and they say
 That they'll hold me down
 I would stay in one place
 But I don't know how
 I would say what I mean
 But it won't come out
 And I won't say when
 But I know somehow
 It'll be just like
 Just like the daytime only totally darker
 And it's me but it isn't
 Is it a dream if my heart hurts?
 I must have slept on it funny
 'Cause I ain't nobody
 To complain about heartburn
 I must have ate all of my words
 Off rip, I knew that something was off with it
 Cautious, 'cause it feels like my favorite Britney
 Toxic, you switch back and forth so much
 It makes me nauseous, man
 I can't keep up with the conflict, I quit
 Go and get some money, paperwork, all a job is
 I gave you homework, you said, "Look what the dog did"
 Every excuse you produce, you get used to the lie
 I'm used to the truth but I used to be blind
 And it was
 Just like the daytime only totally darker
 And it's me but it isn't
 Is it a dream if my heart hurts?
 I must have slept on it funny
 'Cause I ain't nobody
 To complain about heartburn
 I must have ate all of my words