Orlando and a Miscarriage

Dear saint you're safe with me
 Cause I will take a sin and smash it into my sin
 And I'll rip out all my teeth
 And I'll cut off my tongue just to save your life
 Cause I would do anything for you, the apple of my
 I just want to watch your eyelids open everyday
 Crash into earth
 I can barely breathe
 All the love I had for you was never meant to be
 I lost you before you were born
 Crash into earth tonight
 Losing all control of life
 I don't ever wanna deal with it
 It's always beating in the back of my head
 I wish I could see your face, but life I guess had other plans
 And maybe you'll be born again, for someone I never met
 I still don't believe in god
 But there's a part of me that won't forget
 Crash into earth
 I can barely breathe
 All the love I had for you was never meant to be
 I lost you before you were born
 Crash into earth tonight
 Losing all control of life
 I don't ever wanna deal with it
 It's always beating in the back of my head
 I wish I could see your face
 But life I guess had other plans