"You Get so Alone at Times That It Just Makes Sense"

I used to wanna kill myself, I used to wanna die
 I used to drink myself to sleep at night
 And I would pray to Jesus Christ
 Just take me tonight
 I used to wanna blow my brains out in a crowded room
 I used to wanna drown myself in every swimming pool that I would see
 I used to blame everyone else but me
 'Cause I was so fucked up
 Into the darkest night
 I'll take you by my side
 Into the summer sun
 We would just come undone
 And all my life, all my life I've waited
 To kiss your perfect face
 Into the darkest night
 I'll take you by my side
 I love the way you wear those ribbons in your hair
 And have I told you after you saved me
 From the dispair that was choking me
 I'm so thankful that I get to breathe
 I love the way that you don't give a fuck what anyone thinks
 And I'm trying so hard to think like that
 But I'm a singer in a fucking band
 And I'm still neurotic as shit
 Into the darkest night
 I'll take you by my side
 Into the summer sun
 We would just come undone
 And all my life, all my life I've waited
 To kiss your perfect face
 Into the darkest night
 I'll take you by my side
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 My love for you will never die until the flesh runs off
 My bones and I am smashed into a million flakes of dust
 I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie
 This could save your life
 I'm so afraid that everything that's wrong with me
 Will become a part of you, and you'll never see
 I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie
 This could save my life
 My love for you will never die
 My love for you will never die
 My love for you will never die
 My love for you will never die
 Into the darkest night
 I'll take you by my side
 Into the summer sun
 We would just come undone
 And all my life, all my life I've waited
 To kiss your perfect face
 Into the darkest night
 I'll take you by my side
 I won't lie, I won't lie, I won't lie