I Don't Know How To Love Him (From "Jesus Christ Superstar")

I don't know how to love him,
 What to do, how to move him.
 I've been changed, yes, really changed.
 In these past few days when I've seen myself
 I seem like someone else.
 I don't know how to take this
 I don't see why he moves me.
 He's a man, he's just a man.
 And I've had so many men before
 In very many ways:
 He's just one more
 Should I bring him down? Should I scream and shout?
 Should I speak of love - let my feelings out?
 I never thought I'd come to this - what's it all about?
 Don't you think it's rather funny
 I should be in this position?
 I'm the one who's always been
 So calm, so cool, no lover's fool
 Running every show
 He scares me so.
 I never thought I'd come to this - what's it all about
 Yet, if he said he loved me
 I'd be lost, I'd be frightened.
 I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope.
 I'd turn my head, I'd back away,
 I wouldn't want to know -
 He scares me so.
 I want him so.
 I love him so.