Fridge Notes (Bonus Track)

Won't clean the sheets because they smell like you
 Don't wanna let the light in, don't need the sun peaking through
 Won't move the books that lay crooked on my shelf
 Wanna keep it all the same
 I wanna keep you all to myself
 You're out of my life
 Yet still I find my eyes searching you
 For years I haven't moved
 And if you were to call then I'd quiet the whole room
 Tell the birds in the trees and the cars in the streets
 To hush
 And leave the two of us
 The sound of you is enough
 I'll take whatever's left my love
 Don't wanna go out long as I'm missing you
 Not much to my surprise this Christmas
 Like the rest of the year was blue
 Didn't even put a tree up, don't it seem strange?
 Third year in a row
 You know I was never that way
 The fridge notes that you'd write
 My hair the way you like I've kept it all
 But the only thing that's wrong
 Is I've grown numb to the pain
 It's what I deserve to feel again
 I won't say it out loud
 For it all just amounts to dust
 A blessing and a curse
 That's the story of us
 Keep it to ourselves
 We don't bring it up
 For closure kneels to love
 And love bows down to trust
 So I hope before you come to know
 My letter finds you first