decaying at 18

This is the end of it all
 You won't ever see me again in this town
 Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
 Might be dead tomorrow
 Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up
 This is the end of it all
 You won't ever see me again in this town
 Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
 Might be dead tomorrow
 Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up
 Say your goodbyes, it's too late
 Everyone is having the time of their lives
 Something unpredictable drives me insane
 Thought of being out on my own
 All alone in this fucking dreadful place
 Decaying at 18
 No one can save me
 We're all decaying at 18
 I hope you erase me
 I've been dying at a fast pace
 Blowing ash into my lungs like I'm an ashtray
 Tame the light I don't wanna stay inside alone
 Tonight's the night that I love you like there's nothing wrong
 This is the end of it all (yeah, haha)
 You won't ever see me again in this town
 Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
 Might be dead tomorrow
 Decaying at 18, I guess I'm growing up
 This is the end of it all
 You won't ever see me again in this town
 Chaining cigarettes and the pills are hard to swallow
 Might be dead tomorrow
 Decaying at 18, I guess I'm-
 Haha
 I struggle at 18 to find my place
 Feels like the walls are getting closer and I'm losing space
 To spread my wings and fly away
 I always sing to hide my pain (stop)
 Kicking it back like karate, ayy
 Why you remind me?
 Love every day that the time flies
 Numbing the feelings inside me
 Supachefm, shinigami
 Rolling up rainbow and palm leaves
 Young and I flex in the limelight
 If you don't like it then come find me
 You can hide inside the places I
 Never look, always keeping your face in mind
 Is it all just bad luck?
 Think I'm decaying from the drugs at 18