skin deep

I've been hanging out of my window 'cause I need air to breath
 And I need stars to see whatever's left of me
 And I can't even close my eyes, they won't let me go to sleep
 But all of this is just skin deep, it brings the worst out of me
 And you can see it in my face, it's been a while
 I don't have the strength to smile
 I've been hanging out of my window 'cause I need air to breath
 And I need stars to see whatever's left of me
 And I can't even close my eyes, they won't let me go to sleep
 But all of this is just skin deep, it brings the worst out of me
 I paint myself in shades of gray that no one else can see
 A flicker of the light is all it takes to just believe
 We're just an unread message, I guess I learned my lesson
 Relic of my depression, lost in my adolescence
 And I've been waiting so long to see the day
 To close my eyes and let it fade away
 I've been hanging out of my window 'cause I need air to breath
 And I need stars to see whatever's left of me
 And I can't even close my eyes, they won't let me go to sleep
 But all of this is just skin deep, it brings the worst out of me